My baby brother I never thought it would be you.
I couldn't believe the news I was hearing was true.
I could only scream "God not Donn please"
before I knew it I was down on my knees.
First I lose my beautiful mother,
and now I'm losing my favorite brother?
I talked to you the morning before,
so how was I a heap on the hallway floor?
There had to be some horrible mistake,
I prayed so hard that it was an awful prank.
I remember going down the highway, dazed and confused.
Sick to my stomach with thoughts of you.
I dreaded what I was about to see,
I didn't want to see you there lifelessly.
You were cold to the touch, laying there on the gurney.
How could this really be the end of your journey?
How could it be I'll never see that smile,
or enjoy our visits when you come by for awhile?
If only I could rewind time
I'd go back to the day that you were fine.
I'd warn you about all that was took,
so you could rewrite the ending, to your life's book.
Your pain is now over you've earned your wings,
but now I'm left here with only your things.
We have tons of memories that I will always cherish,
and In my heart you will live, till the day that I perish.
Unspeakable Loss : Coping With Grief Through Poems
You share your pain so freely. I think you must do it so that the rest of us won't feel so alone. I just wish I could let you know that you are not alone either.
You Left Me Your Broken Heart
Published by Family Friend Poems October 16, 2023 with permission of the Author.
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ABOUT THE POET:
Tonya Zuber was born in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. She currently lives in Central Pa. Tonya started writing poetry as a little girl but got serious about it after the passing of her brother. Her poems are a mix of grief, loss, hope, and her battles through depression. Tonya uses her poetry as her therapy, it's her way of coping with her...