This life is filled with pain and sorrow,
I always wonder if I'll make it through tomorrow.
I don't know what I'm going to do,
I'm always missing you.
I think about the joy, laughter, and tears,
and try not to have any fears.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath,
But once again I start thinking about your death.
You told me you would only be gone a little while
And told me to always keep on a smile.
But it's been longer than a while,
How do you expect me to smile?
I know you will always be in my heart,
But it is slowly breaking apart.
I always loved having you near,
and now I wish you were here.
I'm Always Missing You
It's heartbreaking for me to read your story because it sounds so much like mine. On October 12, 2016, my grandmother on my mom's side died. She raised me like her child, so she was my mama....
Pain And Sorrow
Published by Family Friend Poems October 2008 with permission of the Author.
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It's heartbreaking for me to read your story because it sounds so much like mine. On October 12, 2016, my grandmother on my mom's side died. She raised me like her child, so she was my mama. She was sick, and I thank God I got to be with her during her final years. Fast forward three days later to October 15, 2016. It was the night of my gma's wake. Left the wake that night feeling calm and happy because it was as if for the first time in many years my gma was a peace. I arrived back to my hometown that night and I saw my brother. Didn't know that would be that last time I saw or spoke to him. This was around 9:30 that night. At around 11:30 that night I got the call that has changed me forever. My big brother, Donwia, was savagely murdered in his home. Even worse it was people he trusted that did this to him. We know and the police know it was more than just an armed robbery gone wrong. I don't expect you to respond back, but I just gotta know, have you found your normal yet?