Slowly I feel myself breaking.
My knees feel weak; it seems I'm shaking.
My arms are tired and my legs feel numb.
My mind in a haywire and I want to run.
Stress is building, tears still fall.
My lonely nights I lay
Staring at these blank walls.
Hopeless sleep with no means to an end
Keeping me from the monsters within.
Tragic flares and dreams down the drain.
The nightmares I have bring me the most pain.
Wishing for the truth, but only finding lies.
The secrets I try to keep behind
My dull brown eyes.
My tears won't stop, I can't keep fighting.
I'm losing all hope of ever finding.
I don't know who I am; with everything going on,
I've lost myself in this midst of a crowd.
My heart can't take this never-ending pain,
With every word they say I feel like they drain
My dying, beating heart that has nothing to gain.
The stares I receive like I shame them so bad,
But the truth is that I only wanted to try,
Try and fight for what I had.
Now here I am, with this lonely broken soul,
Awaiting my faith in this pitch black hole.
Such a touching poem. I love the diction used. It really creates an atmosphere that rhymes well with the subject matter.
Pain, Heartache, And Loneliness
Published by Family Friend Poems June 2014 with permission of the Author.
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