Gone Too Soon

• by Ava
• 2 years ago

I am so sorry that you lost someone to suicide. I know what you feel like. I have lost someone to suicide before as well, my best friend, Jami. He hung himself on October 20, 2021, at 12:30 in the morning. It has been so hard since he had left, and I had wish I would have done something to stop him from doing it. So I know how everyone feels. And it's hard to lose someone, but it doesn't mean you can't move on with your life. I love you all.

• by A.AmericanWoman
• 3 years ago

My only sibling, my brother, committed suicide back in 2001. Oh, how I miss him! I am 100% disabled & for the past 5 years have been the sole caregiver for our 2 elderly parents who BOTH have different dementias. The grief I carry alone as the last survivor of our family is horrific. I'd give ANYTHING to have him here to help me & to talk to & help me make decisions. I'm so sad, and the family I got and loved when I married my husband the past 18 years has not talked to me, helped, or even shown they cared, and it devastated me. My husband takes their side when I mention it. I feel so alone and am tired of it all. Now Covid.

• by Jo-Anne Senior
• 8 years ago

Our beautiful 19 year old daughter took her own life 11/12/15 after suffering for the last 5 years. "If love could have saved her she would have lived forever " she is now at peace, no longer suffering but is sorely missed and thought and spoke about every minute of the day.

• by Caron Forrest
• 8 years ago

My daughter took her life in 2008 aged 24. I miss her every day..I am blessed she left behind my Handsome grandson Liam who has just turned 16 and is a credit to us all. I will always regret not being there that day, I will never forget her beautiful face, I don't need pics to look at, I see her so clear in my minds eye......I have a lot to look forward to as I grow older, I am sure I will meet her again one day....I live my life knowing that death is no more a scary thing..or a thing I fear...I look forward to meeting my daughter again, I know for sure I will, that will be a very , very special day......I will run to her with open arms, I found that I was a survivor, I survived my worst nightmare, every mums worst nightmare, love Mum.

• by Jessie, England
• 9 years ago

My story would go on forever if I could find the words to simply type it out. I am 19 years of age and I have been through a lot recently though I am sinking back into deep depression, my mother says it's stupid and she tells her friends that I gashed all my arms open. This was a while ago. She thinks it's stupid and pathetic but the need to cut won't leave me alone. I feel like it's my fault that my sisters are depressed. I feel like I have abandoned everyone, including myself. My younger sister left as she doesn't get along with my mum but my sister has serious mental issues, the same applies to my older sister. I have stuck with my mum through a lot and now she's got a new boyfriend, a baby, and has fallen pregnant again. I feel selfish like nothing I ever do is good enough. I feel like she doesn't appreciate anything I have done, I want to run away and never look back but I love my baby brother more than words can explain..my head is a mess I'm confused over everything.

• by IzzI Rose Robinson, Idaho, United States
• 9 years ago

I have attempted suicide before and my friends told me that they understood that I needed the pain to end but they all kept telling me to come to them if I felt bad enough to kill myself. I tried two more times and now only one of my friends stayed. They said that none of them would leave me no matter how bad it got. Now I have one friend. How did they not leave?