So many questions running through my mind,
I am suddenly unable to speak.
I hear your voice on the other end,
Your cries turn into shrieks.
This moment I will forever remember,
It is a scar upon my soul.
I am more sure about this than I have ever been,
My heart will never be whole.
So many questions running through my mind,
The pain stabs at my chest.
Tears colliding with one another,
How will I survive this test?
Stricken with an unbearable weight,
A feeling of emptiness echoes inside.
The two compete for control of my body,
Moving in and out like the tide.
So many questions running through my mind,
When will I awake from this dream?
I hear your voice on the other end,
Your cries turn into a scream.
She's gone, she's gone, I hear you say,
And yet I don't comprehend.
To bear the thought of my little sister
Being someone I will never see again.
So many questions running through my mind,
But at the same time my thoughts disappear.
Taken away by the demons of addiction,
The one thing she promised to never fear.
As my anger fades and reality sets in,
While the darkness moves in on the light,
Tattered on the ground are the broken promises
Of the loved ones we've lost to this fight.
Poem About Losing A Sister To Addiction
Alice, God gives us strength to endure. I, too, lost a sister a little over a year ago, and the pain is indescribable. Daily I struggle not to reach for the phone. I fight back tears more...
Broken Promises
Published by Family Friend Poems March 2016 with permission of the Author.
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Alice, God gives us strength to endure. I, too, lost a sister a little over a year ago, and the pain is indescribable. Daily I struggle not to reach for the phone. I fight back tears more often than not. She was the middle child and the rock for everyone. It is hard, but I know that with time, I am learning how to cope. It's only been a year for me as well, and yes, most days seem like it was yesterday. I too feel like my sis is watching over me as well. I draw strength knowing that she is probably fussing telling me to "get it together" lol. Prayers for you and your family.