Hello fellow addicts I am your disease,
I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease,
I will always be here no matter where you go,
I am smarter than you and I am in control,
Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore,
I'll take everything you got and still want something more
I was there for you in the good times but mostly in the bad,
I've made you feel so happy but in the end you was always sad
You will lie to everyone and say that I ain't real,
but if that's the case why can't you put down that pill
I come in many forms, and shapes, and size
Then following comes denial, deceit, and lies
I will turn you from everyone that tries to take you from me
Together we will spend all eternity
I'll embrace you in my arms and I'll never set you free,
Spend our life together won't that make you happy,
Don't let those people tell you what I am all about,
Cause then you'll find a way; a way to kick me out
Well here I go now I'll just be on my way
but not for to much longer cause I still have much to say
So when you think I'm gone and you can finally be at ease,
Just remember this I will always be your disease.
I totally feel for you! I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. I could NOT do this by myself! It took a VERY, VERY long time to finally realize I had a problem...
A Letter From Your Disease
Published by Family Friend Poems June 2010 with permission of the Author.
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I totally feel for you! I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. I could NOT do this by myself! It took a VERY, VERY long time to finally realize I had a problem and I could not fix myself on my own. When I finally was serious about getting clean, I went to a detox and got all of the drugs (mostly heroin) out of my system I got on a suboxone maintenance program and into therapy. Some people don't believe in suboxone, but I believe it saved my life. It's a blocker and I could not get high with opiates while taking it. My doctor was monitoring my levels and checking my urines on a regular basis. Eventually I weaned off the suboxone when I felt I was ready. No addict can get clean unless THEY WANT TO!!Believe me it's a very hard road to travel and a lot do not make it! I was so sick and tired of being sick & tired. My life is far from perfect now, but at least I am not high and I do not have to worry about drugs ruining my life anymore!