You only know what you learn.
I was so young and had nowhere to turn.
Growing up, I said I wouldn't do that to my kid.
I repeated the cycle, and I did.
I left her alone; I let her down.
Just like my mother, I was never around.
My daughter cries the same way I used to.
I wonder if my mom ever hurt like I do.
I miss my little girl so much,
and now I'm on the right track.
I wish they would give her back.
I did to her what was done to me.
I wish I could tell her I'm sorry.
Regretting A Past With Drugs
I was 13 when I first turned to illegal drugs. I watched my dad spill his marijuana crumbs over my favorite rugs "Stop!! Mommy stop!!" I begged and I pleaded Mommy followed daddy as he...
I Did It Too
Published by Family Friend Poems December 2007 with permission of the Author.
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I am 18 years old now. I used to struggle with addiction. I had a baby boy. His name was King. I wish I could have my baby boy back.