Why am I invisible to you?
Look past my face to see your friends,
Ignore me when I speak,
Though I bleed for you,
You listen to the hot girls who don't bleed,
Aren't stuck in a trap you never laid,
Heart being crushed,
Skin to blades.
Scars deep in my memories,
From the things people say.
They are a screen,
Stopping me from seeing you,
Stopping you from reading
My eyes,
Bloodshot.
Green.
Grey.
Dead.
Beliefs fading to listlessness,
I desire to be numb
From the separation,
Being thrown out of thoughts,
Unseen,
Unremembered.
My name never on the tip of your tongue,
It was long ago swallowed,
And left to burn in your stomach.
The words relieve me,
Like the air leaving a dying mans lungs
Relieve him of burden.
I long to be cold, silent.
The thought of lying beneath the ground,
Never speaking,
Never feeling,
Fills me with calm.
To know that one day will be my last,
And you will never touch my frail soul again.
Love is cold for me,
With you so far away.
I'e been in love with my friend when we were still in high school. We were best friend at first, he always there when I need him, he even said that I'm his sister, I always love be around...
Me, Raw
Published by Family Friend Poems July 2013 with permission of the Author.
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