Why can't you be here?
I need you.
Yeah, yeah. "You're still with me."
But how can I know for sure?
It's not fair.
I want you to be here physically. With me.
I can't stand it!
I need you now, I need your advice, your hugs, your kisses.
Dad doesn't have that "special touch."
I can't talk to him about certain things.
Not only did I lose my Mom, but I also lost my best friend.
It just isn't fair
Seeing how other kids treat their parents upsets me.
Hearing kids wishing their parents dead angers me.
You didn't deserve to go.
You were a fighter... But I guess it was your time to go.
Heaven needed another angel, and they decided you would be the perfect choice.
I'm glad you're not in anymore pain, and you don't have to go through any more suffering.
I miss the sound of your voice.
I miss seeing your smile,
Your soft eyes, your comforting touch
Your faint, sweet smell, your long phone calls
And your soothing ways.
I miss you.
I had so little memories with you and I wanted much more.
It just isn't fair.
Poem From Teen Girl Whose Mother Died
It’s been a month since I lost my best friend, my mama. She was so happy she even prepared tea for us. When I woke up, she told me to go back to sleep, that she would wake me up later on, so...
It's Not Fair!
Published by Family Friend Poems March 2014 with permission of the Author.
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My mom passed in '15, very unexpectedly also. Believe it or not, I do feel your pain. My mom passed on a very happy day that we had just spent together doing fun things. Then that evening she suffered from an aneurism. She left this earth way too soon. Yes, there are times that I cry myself to sleep too. And no, I won't say I understand ‘cause we all grieve in our own way. I'll just say keep looking for signs that she is sending to you. They might be small, but to you they're huge. My mom has sent cardinals to be by me on different occasions. Keep looking 'cause they're there.
God bless you,
Beth