I remember calls through my cell phone.
Voices on the other end being hurt and distant.
Long silent pauses as I let REALITY sink in.
Warm tears streaming down my cheeks.
I remember my body shaking, because REALITY
is too hard to believe.
Hanging the phone up abruptly, because I didn't want
to hear the details.
Laying there frozen, letting tears flow down my face like rivers.
Seeing images of their faces, knowing that this would be the last memory
I would have of them.
My sobs take over my body.
I cry myself to sleep hoping it isn't true,
Waking up hoping I had a bad dream.
I remember heartache, because my worst nightmare has just become my REALITY.
Hearing The News A Loved One's Passing
My Reality
Published by Family Friend Poems February 2017 with permission of the Author.
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