Mommy, Mommy, don't let me go.
I wanna see the world
and know everything you know.
I wanna see the world
the way it is today.
I wanna see the world
before it goes away.
One day, I may very well cure a disease.
Please don't keep this dream from me.
I want a chance to breath the air.
I want a chance, now Mommy, this isn't fair.
I want to feel love, sadness, and hate.
I want my own name, life, and fate.
I don't ask for much, just to survive.
I want to open my eyes and know I'm alive.
I want to change the future to make a better place.
I wanna be able to see your beautiful face,
wake up each morning and live another day,
and someday dig the hole of my grave.
So mommy, you hold my life in you hands.
If you drop me now I will understand.
Forget about the guilt weighing you down.
Mommy, please take my body and lay it in the ground
'cause I am yours and forever will be.
Just tell me mommy,
why don't you love me?
You are more courageous than I would have been in your case. You did awesome offering love to your child. I suffered abuse as well. I was drugged, and I did not know what was being done to...
Why Don't You Love Me?
Published by Family Friend Poems November 2011 with permission of the Author.
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You are more courageous than I would have been in your case. You did awesome offering love to your child. I suffered abuse as well. I was drugged, and I did not know what was being done to me. What I was most concerned at that time was to work really hard in not allowing myself to get filled with hate. I understood he was a weak man and that this weakness and guilt will be carried by him for life. For years every time he came to mind, I begged God to help me forgive him.
I believe forgiving is a medicine for our hearts, no matter the hurt we have received. I understood that we live in a fallen world, and the only way to improve it is not just to not pass the hate but also by forgiving and working a way to love. God is holy and loves every creature He brings to life. He cannot bear our sins, but He does not leaves us alone with it. He offers immeasurable mercy to those who want it. May God bless you always.