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Bittersweet

When I was 19 years old I found out I was pregnant. Four months into my pregnancy my child's father passed away from a car accident. He was driving drunk and hit a car which had four underage girls in it. All but one girl survived. My cousin who was in the backseat did not make it. This incident shook the town and tore apart many hearts.
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- Posted on 07/05/23
in Forgiveness Poems about Love

I wonder what you were thinking,
When you sat behind that wheel,
I wonder what you were feeling,
With the gas beneath your heel.

I wonder what you were thinking,
When you sat behind that wheel,
I wonder what you were feeling,
With the gas beneath your heel.

Sometimes I sit and think of you,
And what life would have become,
What things you'd tell our son,
And all the good things you could have done.

Sometimes I wonder what haunted you,
For you to drink the way you did,
For you to drown your sorrow in whiskey bottles,
And for you to hit that car full of kids.

Sometimes love is bittersweet,
And that's the lesson I'm beginning to take,
I just want you to know I love you,
And I forgive you for your mistakes.
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Reality
- Published: July 2018
Feeling Alone In Thoughts

in Hurting Poems by Teens

Your crimson tears stay flowing,
But your singing voice stays calm,
It's like you're catching raindrops,
They keep their shape while resting in your palms.

Your crimson tears stay flowing,
But your singing voice stays calm,
It's like you're catching raindrops,
They keep their shape while resting in your palms.

You protect them like they're fragile,
Like they're your heart placed in your hands,
You admire it as long as you please,
While the hourglass drips its sand.

You smile while they rest there,
As the tears stream down your cheeks,
Even though you're daydreaming,
It feels like days turning into weeks.

You let go of your grip on reality,
And you choose to stay in this dream,
Because even though you seem happy,
You can't always believe what you see.
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Another Breakdown

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- Published: April 2018
Poem: Experiencing A Mental Breakdown

in Mental Illness Poems

It's hard when you're always lying,
Always hiding the way you feel.
Losing your sight on truthful words,
Forgetting what is real.

It's hard when you're always lying,
Always hiding the way you feel.
Losing your sight on truthful words,
Forgetting what is real.

It's hard when you forget to laugh
And you're scared that someone might see.
Hoping no one saw your face,
As you struggle to remember how to breathe.

It's hard to pretend you're happy,
And you're terrified someone might ask.
It's becoming harder every day;
It's becoming quite a task.

You feel when your body shakes,
As it searches for something to hold.
Though the temperature feels hot,
Your heart and mind feel cold.

Your throat feels like it's closing,
And your legs feel like they're weak.
You try your hardest to grasp a breath,
But there's not even enough to speak.

Your hands remain unsteady,
And your heart pounds like a drum,
And even though you can barely walk,
You fight the urge to run.

You scream as the world starts spinning,
And your knees drop straight to the ground.
You realize in that moment
You're just having another breakdown.
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- Published: April 2018
An Abusive Relationship That Caused Depression

in Abuse Poems by Teens

Your words to me are weakness.
They slay me to the ground.
Sometimes you make me feel lost,
Though I'm wishing I were found.

Your words to me are weakness.
They slay me to the ground.
Sometimes you make me feel lost,
Though I'm wishing I were found.

Your voice to me is quicksand,
So soft yet full of danger.
Sometimes you start out happy,
But in the end you're filled with anger.

Your eyes to me are icy,
So beautiful yet so hard.
Sometimes I pray to fix you,
But some people are just too scarred.

Your fist to me is deadly,
So powerful yet deserved.
It makes me question your love for me,
And my tears feel like they burn.

My love for you is toxic,
So enchanting yet so wrong.
Sometimes I feel I'm drowning.
I feel like I'm going.
Going.
Gone.
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One Day
- Published: April 2018
One Day He'll Miss You

in Moving On Poems

One day you're gonna see her,
But she won't be looking at you.
One day you'll feel like she did,
And you won't know what to do.

One day you're gonna see her,
But she won't be looking at you.
One day you'll feel like she did,
And you won't know what to do.

One day you're gonna love her,
But she won't feel the same.
One day you'll know how it feels
To have your blue skies turn to rain.

One day you'll dream of only her,
But she'll be dreaming of someone else.
One day she'll feel as if she's in heaven,
And you'll be feeling as if you're in hell.

One day you're gonna cry for her
The way she did for you.
One day you're going to miss her,
But she'll be loving someone new.
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Shaydee A. Ault
6 years ago

I am so sorry for your loss. And I will keep you in my prayers. I hope you and your wife keep your heads up. Everything is gonna be ok. You're strong and there are brighter days coming.

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Shaydee A. Ault
6 years ago

Thank you. This made my heart smile when I read it, and my heart goes out to you. Spirituality is an important part of my life as well.

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Shaydee A. Ault
6 years ago

Thank you so much. That really means a lot to me. I try to write my poetry in a way that the readers feel as if they're really feeling what the person in the poem feels, as if you can put yourself into their shoes and see things as they see and feel it in the poem. My poetry is always written as if it's through another person's eyes, and I like to read them and feel what they feel. It's like I'm their reflection in a mirror and I really feel and understand what they're doing and how they see everything. Almost like looking through a looking glass into someone else's emotions.

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Bittersweet

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One Day

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