I'm lucky that I have the parents that I do.
You would be lucky if you had them too.
They don't have a lot of money because they spend too much on me.
They can now barely afford the Toronto parking fee.
I have nice swagg, a full hockey bag, a full backpack,
but now style and money is something my parents lack.
As I grow up it gets a lot worse, I wish I could beat this teenager curse.
Instead of style and hockey stuff, the things I spend their money on are a little more rough.
My parents are in need because what I spend their money on is alcohol and weed.
I start to skip too much school; they tell me I should stop trying to look so cool.
But that's not why I don't go; school is the opposite of my friend, it's a foe.
It's not what I'm good at, all I do there is get in fights and call the teachers dumb and fat.
My parents no longer will give me their cash, so the walls in my room I bash.
The weed I told them I got rid of it; they found some the next day and threw a huge fit.
No more money for me, not even a little bit; I tell them this is bullshit.
I lay in my bed that night and wonder why all I want to do is get high or fight.
I turn on my light so that it's shining bright, and my mind takes flight.
Tears come to my eyes as I realize that I'm losing the people who will always love me most,
I feel like I'm being haunted and it's by an evil ghost.
The next day I go to every class, and run home fast to get all of my stuff, and stop acting so tough.
My parents had it rough, and I thought being cool made me buff,
so I traded all my things, including my clothes that gave me style,
the phone that had the drug dealers' numbers I used to dial,
and my full knapsack to get all of the money back, 3000 dollars I got,
I could have bought myself a robot,
but instead I paid the bills;
it felt like I had just got to the top of one of the biggest hills.
The smile on my mom and dad's face
made me feel like I was no longer a disgrace.
My name is Fiona. I'm a mother of two. You didn't care what you were about to do... You took away loads a memories of times in my life. You took away the way I viewed myself. You put me...
My Parents
Published by Family Friend Poems June 2009 with permission of the Author.
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