I tear apart often just to feel
to feel the pain that should be real.
When deep in the darkness my heart still sees
all the things I will never be.
I look into your eyes and I see what's inside
with the pain that I caused, there is no place to hide.
I look back and feel that I should cry,
but instead I sit here and I wonder why.
Why is it that the story is always the same?
Why is it on me they place the blame?
If only through my eyes you could see;
if only you could see how it feels to be me.
Just To Feel
Published by Family Friend Poems October 2012 with permission of the Author.
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