I'm Sorry Hun

Hey hun. I have a few things I need to say to you.
I know what I've done. And everything I'm about to say is true.
I woke up this morning. All I could think about is how I disgraced you.
I'm sorry for what I've done and I feel like I've misplaced you.
I know how serious it is. It hurts. But baby believe it was a mistake.
I know you love me but you don't deserve this. The decision is yours to make.
I swore that I'd never hurt you like this. But I've proven myself to be a liar.
I'd do anything to make it up to you. Because no one can take me higher.
You're the only girl I want to be with for the rest of my life.
All I can think about is what I've done, it cuts more than any knife.
If I'm being repetitive. I'm sorry. I just want to get this out.
What I did is not who I am. I love you. It's not what I'm about.
I love you too deeply to throw this all away. I didn't mean to hurt you.
I still know what I did though. I do have a heart. And this wasn't an act of virtue.
By now you'll probably have to get off the phone. But please stay for just another minute. Don't leave me alone.
This will all take some time you know. To fix your broken heart.
Even if it's not possible. I'll try. Wish I could take it back from the start.
This is random. Even so. Just saying. This is all from the heart. Not taken from a song.
Because if it was. Do you think it would have taken me this long?
I wanted to think of the perfect way to tell you I was sorry. I think this is it.
Maybe someday we can go back to how things used to me. I really miss it.
I said this was going to be an epic poem hun. But that's not what I'm aiming for.
I'm making it what it should be. And so much more.
When you get out. I'll be there at your house. Maybe not exactly when you get there.
But I need to change now. I'm not going to abandon you. I want to show you that I care.
I'm sorry I was mad about what you've done in the past. Really I am, I'm just an ass.
Please do me a favor and think back. To when we were talking about starting a new chapter.
Well maybe our book has a few rips and tears. Maybe not to you, but to me, it's an important factor.
I'm done writing this one hun. There will be more to come. You've inspired me to write, Even though I'm dumb.
Right now we need each other now more than ever. I promise to be there for you, and keep you safe. Now until forever.