I remember when the police came to our house.
You didn't want to go with them.
I remember when my mom wanted to leave.
You didn't want her to.
I remember when you had your stomach pumped.
You didn't want to stop.
I remember when you said you quit.
You didn't want us to know the truth.
I remember when Mom left town.
You didn't want us to know what you were buying at the store.
I remember finding you passed out on the porch.
You didn't think I realized what was going on.
I remember you saying you were done drinking.
You didn't mean that at all.
I remember hearing you were arrested for drunk driving.
You didn't think you would ever get caught.
I remember breaking down because I had thought you quit.
You didn't think it would hurt me so much.
I remember you apologizing for what you had done.
You didn't understand it didn't mean anything to me.
I remember you talking about everything like it's not a big deal.
You didn't know how it tore me up inside.
Poem About Growing Up With An Alcoholic Father
I Remember
Published by Family Friend Poems January 2009 with permission of the Author.
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