The Way I Feel

I feel so much hurt
I feel so much pain
I feel like I don't have anyone
I feel like I want to cry but can't
I feel so lonely
I feel so empty
I feel like my angel has left me

So much pain
So little time
So much hurt inside
I don't know what to say
I don't know how to act

My sunshine has left
My skies have turned gray
My world is black
My eyes are dry
I'm not my mom's little girl
I'm just her friend
I will always love her
Even if she doesn't love me back

So much hurt
So much pain
So little time

I'm getting older
And understanding more
You are getting older
And understanding less

So much hurt
So much pain
So little time

I'm going to live on my own soon
And you are too
I'm not going to be here for you much longer
And you are left all alone

So much hurt
So much pain
So little time

The choices you make are not right
You are hurting everyone, even me
You tell me you care
But I know you don't
I once was your little girl; now I'm not

So much hurt
So much pain
So little time

I can tell in his eyes
That he will hurt you again
So much fire in his eyes
So much hate waiting to release
No one can stop you, not even me
But he can stop you in the end

So much hurt
So much pain
So little time

When you go I will cry
And I think back and see your face
You should have listened to me
When things went wrong
When you are gone I will think
About how much pain he caused
And how much hurt he made you feel
And how much you hurt me
So little time before he hurts more and you will die

So much hurt
So much pain
So little time

I love you in my heart
And that will never change
I will always be here
until that day when you are gone
So many chances
So many different ways
So many tears
And not enough thoughts
So much for me to tell you how I feel
But never enough time

So much hurt
So much pain
So little time

Done By: Stacy Pickering
Date: April 20th 2004