my pain runs so deep I feel like it is inside of me
running through my veins
carving me up as it goes
I don't want to feel like this
but does anybody care?
I doubt it
I'm a liability
that's all
nobody cares
they've just had enough of me
so I curl up inside my house
and have people say
come out you're boring
come see the world
but I don't want to!
I'm scared.
of what? I don't know
everything!
I look at the pills
and contemplate doing it
but I'm too scared
so I just curl up and cry wishing I had the bravery to die.
Feeling Depressed Poem
Hi, my name was Tessa. It's two years later, and I'm doing a lot better. I'm transgender - hence the name change - and have been diagnosed with Autism and OCD. Things have significantly...
Curl Up And Die
Published by Family Friend Poems February 2008 with permission of the Author.
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Hi. I'm Isabel, and I am lesbian. My father is extremely homophobic. I am 12 years old and know about things that I really should not know about. I have been raped. I have never told anyone accept social media. This is part of the reason I am lesbian. I mean, who would want...THAT....going into...your...THAT. Anyway, I am very depressed. People say they know what I'm going through, but they don't. My mom even put me on medicine for it. Not to mention 6th grade drama. That really doesn't help. As of right now, I don't seem perfect, needed, wanted, cared for.