Yelling, screaming--that's what I hear
No noise of laughter, not a sound of cheer
Every word spoken comes out like a punch in the face
Everyone looks with such disgrace
I runaway to hide because no one should see
That this, this is everything I wished it wouldn't be
I want to be different, I want to know why
Why lately I am scared and all the love has died
This is supposed to be fun, a safe place
Instead we fell apart, like a shoe without a lace
I wish I had someone to understand, someone to tell
Instead I just endure this seemingly endless hell
I want to go; not a soul is to know
But soon the scars will be sure to show
My mind resists return, no one will care
But day by day I find myself there
An empty house is not a home
But with people it is a mess to crazy to comb
I want to quit, I want to give up
Yet still I go back and hope for a tearless cup
I'm just like you my half sister and my sister and my dad are all blessed with knowledge and special skills , my mom has a good memory and is blessed a little too, yet I'm so different I do...
Day By Day
Published by Family Friend Poems March 2014 with permission of the Author.
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