Emily

Friends forever,
Do you remember saying that together?
Do you remember making angels in the snow?
Sitting and watching the sunset glow?

Do you remember what you used to say?
That you would be there for me every single day?
Do you remember when you would grab my hand and we would run off to play,
I think of that while I ask for you to come back to me when I pray.

Do you ever look back?
And wish you hadn't?
Do you ever remember?
Or wish we were still friends forever?

I do.

When you met those girls,
Did you ever think this would happen?
That it would make you dampen?
That you would start to ignore me?
Tell me that friends forever could no longer be?

That you would spread rumors,
Because they thought it was cool?
That you would make boys fight over you, in a pathetic duel?

Do you remember when we thought those guys were jerks?

I do.

You stabbed me in the back,
You threw my life off track,
I thought you were my friend,
But that has come to an end.

I just want to know, do you ever regret it?
Do you ever want to mend it?
Do you ever remember?

I do.

Orange and pink shoot across the sky.
I can see it from where I lie.
The sun is setting, going to sleep,
The dark surrounds, like the ocean deep.

The stars come, twinkling lights,
Glittering diamonds, what a sight.
I lie in the grass and up I stare.
My body goes numb as I forget all my cares.

I like to gaze up at the stars,
So I can forget my cares and all my scars,

I have no one to look after me,
The real me is someone no one can see,
So I'll wait until I find some sort of love,
And until then it's just me and the stars above.