I feel so alone
and so empty.
You were my best friend,
my baby brother.
I feel so guilty,
I should have listened to you.
I have wished upon a million stars,
but not one of them has brought you back.
I wanna believe it's all a dream,
but it's not.
It's reality.
This is the way it's going to stay.
If only I we could be together again,
like we used to.
We were together every day,
no matter what.
I stuck up for you,
and you stuck up for me.
I was always right by your side,
nothing could break what we had.
No one will ever understand how I feel,
nobody will ever feel my pain.
I have to wake up every morning,
knowing I could have helped you.
The days are tough.
Every day after school I would chill with you.
Now, I just come home every day,
sit, think, and feel the guilt.
Someday we will be together again.
I miss you!
My little brother passed in June of 2011 he was 22 years old and his name was Colby. He drowned in a lake. The current held him under water as he struggled to get passed. I miss him so much!
My Brother, My Best Friend
Published by Family Friend Poems May 2011 with permission of the Author.
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