I Really Don't Know

I didn't really fall in love that way
After all only two seats away from me I couldn't get a good view
But one lonely cozy restless Friday night
Left me dreaming and screaming and thinking about nothing but you

I know I have been quite the little stalker
And it surprises me that I would do such a thing
This desire that I have to know more about you
Your schedule, where you sit and where to pass you by I have been thinking

Ever since that Friday night
I have never felt the same about you
But I am sure I am embedded in your mind now
That I have left you wondering without a clue

In fact you have even seen me
Do that little thing on my forehead
Where I tap it with my fingers is the code to my confused heart,
So next time pay attention

I am bordering on insanely obsessive
And you don't make me feel good
I get tense and nervous and sweaty but pass it off
The fact that you are forever in my mind is not as it should

But hey, next year you will be going to High School
And I, just a measly seventh grader
Will be left behind in the midst of my own nightmare
Red Jacket please be my invader

So you probably have figured out who I am by now
And if you haven't you're as dumb as they come
My confused deranged hell of a crush for you
Hell I really don't know, but here is my love