I thought it was a dream; I thought it wasn't real,
But pain really hurts and it's really how I feel.
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears.
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears.
I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand.
You said you would never let go; that is what I don't understand.
So many promises you made, and more of them broken.
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking.
A lot of things I did not say;
Now I can't find my way.
I feel like a boomerang; you throw me but not only that.
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back.
Back to you, back to pain.
Nothing has changed, you're still the same.
I cannot start over because I don't know where to start.
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart.
If we are supposed to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you?
Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me too.
Poem About Being Hurt By An Unexpected Breakup
I got my first proposal on January 1, 2013, when I was almost 12 years old. The boy who proposed to me was eight years elder to me. He proposed me in a very cinematic way-in the middle of the...
Lost
Published by Family Friend Poems July 2009 with permission of the Author.
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I was in a toxic 5-year relationship with a controlling, selfish, self-centered narcissist. I got involved with another man 4 months ago, claims to "adore" me but goes "ghost" for days, no call, no return text - thinks it's okay. I'm hurt, want to move on, yet want to talk things out, but talk is cheap. He's been doing better in his actions, but slipped up again over the weekend with the same ol stuff....so confused.