I know I'm smiling, but don't take it for what it seems
'Cause the only time I'm happy is when I'm in my dreams
'Cause my life is that lonely kid cast out in the shadows.
Full of tears, frowns, and many lost battles.
Down in a black hole trying to escape depression,
But you can't run away from what will always be your reflection,
And as you run away, reality is getting nearer,
And instead of changing you, you try to change the mirror,
But what do you do when the mirror falls down,
Breaking apart as it hits the ground?
And now you have nothing to hide behind.
And now you need the courage you have yet to find
Because fear and sorrow are just emotions that play tricks on your mind,
Trying to prevent you from making your life and dreams intertwine.
But instead of giving in, you try to break out,
Rebuilding the happiness that fear and sorrow take out.
Because the obstacles you have aren't important, it's about how you handle it,
Because fear can only be as bad as you imagine it,
And sorrow comes with tears just as gray clouds come with rain.
And then it will pass quicker than it came,
So just be proud you didn't cut yourself with the mirror's glass,
And just know that the worst already passed.
But if you look in a mirror again, look with open eyes,
So if you don't like the out, you can take a look inside.
Inspirational Poem About Fighting Inner Demons
I can definitely relate because for five years of my life I was in and out of mental hospitals for cutting and taking pills but also for feeling super depressed. I do hope you find your way...
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Published by Family Friend Poems December 2012 with permission of the Author.
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You're right. This really touched the strings of my heart. I've never seen any situations like you've faced and might still facing. But one thing I wanna tell you is that you're limitless. It's my story-- when I was a child, I rarely talked to someone because of stammering, but as days passed I found a best friend who helped me a lot, and now I'm above this, enjoying my life.