I'm Just 14!

• by Faithyy, Canada
• 10 years ago

I know how you feel, It happens everyday. I'm in love with a boy. Who takes me for granted. He says that he loves me. But hurts me inside.I'm having his baby, that I love so much.
He touches me, as I cry and ask him to stop. He can't help but laugh. I feel helpless and dirty. He calls me a slut, and I start to believe it. I feel like his play toy, I wish I was more. I wish I didn't love you as much as I do. I could walk away now but I need you. You are my world and I don't know why. I guess it's because you weren't always this mean. I wish you'd go back to normal. Everything would be better.

• by Seleni, Boston
• 11 years ago

I had a step uncle I used to go to his house every weekend to see my aunt. My mom would drop me at the Their house at 5 in the morning. I used to sleep with my cousin and my step uncle would Try to rape me. He always slapped me and when I cried he just laughed. When I was 8 and now I am 12 and no one knows what happened with my "UNCLE"

• by Angel, Pennslyvania
• 11 years ago

I know how you feel I used to get molested when I was 7 and it stopped when I was 13 he would drag me around the house by my hair and say, "if you don't do what I say I'll kill you mom" and I would cry and hide everyday.

• by Glenda. Denver
• 11 years ago

I'm really sorry for what you have been through. I'm also 14. If only you could return time to save your parents or look for someone that really does love you. I can't imagine me without my parents or an abusive boyfriend. I hope you can leave this behind. I hope, if you do forget this, have a successful education and career. No need to pay attention to the past. Focus on your future.

• by Maya
• 12 years ago

Don't let this happen to you! If you stay with him because he provides support for you it's not worth it. Get help now.

• by Kaneia, Texas
• 13 years ago

When I was 14 I was raped by a family friend and then he shared me with all of his friends. I tried to tell but no one believed me and this went on for months. They would make me wear humiliating clothes and walk me on a leash in public with the words "sex toy" on the collar. They bought whips and handcuffs they would handcuff me to the piping on the ceiling and whip me until they saw bone. 1 of them got me pregnant if I didn't orgasm everytime they raped me they would punish me as they saw fit. I tried to commit suicide 3 times and they made me abort the twin babies inside me the ones they put there.

• by Kelly
• 13 years ago

MY name is Kelly, I'm 11 years of age I slept at a friends and that's where it all changed. Her brother raped me and held me down, he said I can not tell otherwise or else. I was terrified and scared my bestfriend just stood there watching me, she laughed at me and watched. She didn't even tell. He changed my life, I live in fear too afraid to tell anyone but myself. I've told my friend that was raped by her dad, so of course she knew how I felt. I haven't told anyone I'm scared and feel alone what to do where to hide.

• by Barbie
• 13 years ago

You are never alone and I do encourage you to tell somebody you trust what is going. It's only gonna get worse if you don't.
Please I ask, do please tell someone you don't deserve this kind of stuff it's very wrong of that person to do that to you .

• by Nikkole, Tn
• 14 years ago

I was raped and beaten by my ex-boyfriend for two years. Afraid to do anything about it. I would tell him no, but he would keep on. I would scream for help, he would hit me.

I never thought I would feel as much pain from someone as he made me feel..

• by Alyssa, USA
• 14 years ago

I am really sorry that you lost your parents and that the person you live with is very mean to you but I think that you should stand up and tell someone even though it might not feel like they are listening just say something because they are and I promise that if you do say something it will make your life a lot better. even though you will never be the same

• by Alyssa, NJ
• 14 years ago

I cry as I read your poem, Mia. Please acknowledge that your writing ability only opens more doors for you. I wish I could tell you that I know how you feel, but I don't- all I know is that you don't deserve this, no one does. I can tell through your words that you can escape, but you are emotionally unprepared. You can leave that monster, but the thought may be scary. that's what they want, they want you to stay and let them hit you. Although I am just shy of twelve years, I am wise for my age and I hope you find the courage within you to leave that scum and move on. You deserve love, compassion, appreciation... I wish you the best of luck, and please know that my payers are with you.

• by Keeva, 23
• 14 years ago

I had an abusive boyfriend when I was 16, and at first, he was sweet, and I thought he was in love, as I was, but then he just got too attached. I said we were moving to fast, and that we should end it now, or at least slow down, and that's when the abuse started. He raped and molested me almost every day, and I had bruises all over my body. People started asking questions, and in the end I was such a wreck, so emotional, and handling school seemed like just too much, so I stopped going. I remember being in fear of going home, where he would be waiting for me...it was horrible. You're not alone, I know how you feel, many people do, and please know I'm here for you.

• by Katie, Texas
• 14 years ago

Honey you should never have to do what you don't want to. Leave. Go to the police or somewhere safe. WE ARE WOMEN! NOT TOYS!!! You have options. Never let him make you think otherwise. You are not someone's toy. You are you. You belong to no one. Never forget that.

• by Donald, 13
• 14 years ago

This is sad it makes me think... how much I get mad at my parents for not letting me do one little thing.... not letting me get a t shirt... thinking about this I'm lucky I even have my parents to care for me and no one abusing me, how much it would hurt...

• by Parley Faller, 17
• 14 years ago

This poem makes me really sad every time I read it. I hope you have stood up for yourself and finally got out, no one needs this pain. as a guy I have never done this, and I'll say that only a coward would act in such a way. please, for yourself, . . .and your parents, leave him.

• by Jewel, USA
• 14 years ago

That is very sad and this is a really touching poem but I do pray to GOD that you will find courage to stand up for yourself and he will get what he deserves...but you are not alone

• by Jessica, USA
• 14 years ago

My name is Jessica and I'm 14 years old and my uncle is my neighbor and everytime I would take something out to him...he would try to get me to have sex with him and I would shake all over and get really really scared and he would make me swear not to tell anyone and about 2 months ago I had just got up enough nerves and courage to tell my mom about it and then my dad found out when he came home from work and heard all the screaming from my mom at my uncle's house! He will never know all the pain and suffering he has put me thru..he has scarred me for life!

• by Tiffany, KY
• 14 years ago

Very good job, I want you to know I am here for you. I hope you come out safe and knowing you are cared for. With hope lost there is despair, but know that someone will always be there.

• by Sarah K
• 15 years ago

it is ridiculous what people do these days you just need to know you are not alone my boyfriend hits me too and molests me but I have stood up for my self now if you want anybody to talk to then I am here for you. please stand up for yourself they only hit you because they know you will take it.

• by Julia Greeenwald
• 15 years ago

This poem is sad but cleverly written! I hope you do know you're not alone and that you have told somebody even if it is a friend. If you need somebody to talk to then please tell me.

• by Brandi
• 15 years ago

this is a very good poem, you have a lot of talent. but I just wanted to tell you that you do not have to go through any of this. God will always be there for you to talk to. Make a stand for yourself. you have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve. and you do NOT deserve to be treated like this. keep your head up, take a stand for yourself, be fearless, and always keep God with you!!

• by Michaela Rose
• 15 years ago

If you answered no then you are lucky because it means you have never been abused If you answered yes then I pray you have had the courage and strength to turn your life around and find all the beauty and goodness buried deep inside you Because it IS there no matter what anyone else tells you The healing road is long and hard but it is worth the journey