I never told you because I thought you knew,
but I am not sure that would change what you planned so long to do.
I had a funny feeling something was wrong,
when my cell phone went off at two in the morning - playing our song.
And then I woke to find that you had died,
but I couldn't find the tears or I would've cried.
Your parents loved you and they told you,
but that didn't stop what you planned so long to do.
You were a terrific person, a tough and determined guy.
I never saw you worry and I never saw you cry.
I have wasted many tears on you,
I have prayed for you too.
But every day I wonder if you'd still be here if you knew.
If only you listened, you would have known I loved you too.
This is so sad. I can relate my uncle took his life. I had a feeling something was not right why I did not go and check on you God only knows. By the time I would arrive it would be done. To...
If Only You Knew
Published by Family Friend Poems July 2009 with permission of the Author.
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