I miss his arms around me.
I miss when there was a We.
He used to hold me and say I love you.
Now he just looks at me and says I hate you.
He says it with his eyes.
No need to say it otherwise.
He even has a new girl,
But she makes me want to hurl.
Anymore, I hide inside,
Lock the door, he's pushed me to the side.
I turn to the corner and cry.
Each day I almost die.
He doesn't care.
He's not there.
He's left me here,
To dry my own tears.
He told me once he would always be by my side,
But now inside of me I hide.
He's run from me,
But this event had a big possibility.
Guys run away.
They come and go but never stay.
They get your hopes up but only to tear you down.
Don't turn your back to them, don't turn around.
Many say
I'll never go away,
But most never keep this,
Even though they promise.
They love us for a while,
Then come back with a new style.
The girls they date
We hate.
I wish he'd wrap his arms around me again,
Put me back in heaven,
But all he's doing is breaking my heart
And tearing me apart.
I keep on crying.
All the time, I'm dying.
When will all this pain stop?
When will I raise to the top?
I'm letting go,
Just so you know.
I think I'm okay now,
I think I'm over you, wow...
You're gone,
So I'm moving on.
Don't hold me back.
I'm finally ready to pack.
I'm saying good-bye.
Please don't ask why.
I loved you, but now I'm over you,
I still love you, I promise I do.
If he would do that to you, he obviously wasn't the right one for you. You need to stop self-harming, but I know that's easier said than done. I'm a girl who has been through all that. I...
I Miss Him
Published by Family Friend Poems October 2009 with permission of the Author.
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If he would do that to you, he obviously wasn't the right one for you. You need to stop self-harming, but I know that's easier said than done. I'm a girl who has been through all that. I thought my boyfriend Matt had helped me through that but didn't. You have to realize that you are so much stronger than you think and it isn't the end. Those so-called "friends" that you had before obviously weren't friends before you went in the hospital. At the end of the day you were hospitalized probably for doing something that got rid of your pain, and I understand that completely. I was nearly hospitalized, but I got help from someone I hardly knew and she kept me at her house for a couple of weeks. You are such a brave girl as you've fought those demons in your mind, and your scars are the things that are going to prove that you were in a bad place and you got through it.