Lisa Davis

He pulls my hair
He slaps my face
He throws me on the floor
He chokes me

I spit blood out of my mouth
Everything hurts
And all I can do is cry

I made him mad
So this is what he does
I wish I knew his reason why

He says he's sorry
He grabs me and tries to hold me
But I push away
That makes him madder

I see a fist coming toward me
So I duck and scream for help
He takes off and leaves me there in pain

I don't know what to do anymore, except cry
I want to be happy...
To be loved...
To be treated like a person

I feel so alone
My life had been shattered by a hot tempered man once again
Who could I turn to, who'd understand?
I just need to learn how to love me and face my fears

I never knew I could love so much,
until the day I felt your touch.
I softly kissed your cheeks
And from under your lashes I saw you peek.
Your beautiful eyes, so small and blue.
My sweet little baby, just brand new to the world.
It hurt so much when I lost you
My son, my love, my little joy.
I will never get to see you grow up and shine
Because God has taken you from me.
I promise I will never forget you
And there'll always be a place in my heart for you.
Even though I only got to spend six months with you,
I still can hear your laughter in my ears.
My eyes fill with tears every time I look at your pictures
Because I miss you so much.
You brought me joy,
Every time that I looked at you.
All the things that you did,
Brought a smile to my face.
I was so glad when God gave me you,
But I was upset when he took you away from me so quick.
I used to wake up every morning,
Just to look in your eyes,
But that morning when I woke up and you weren't breathing,
It broke my heart and I took the blame.
One day when my time has come,
We'll be together again.