Kelsey Lane

I don't want him to go.
I don't want him to leave.
What can I do?
All I do is plead.

It's hard to say goodbye.
Within my head, "Die."
It's going to be hard.
Lord, stand by my side.

He wants to be a hero,
But I want him for me.
I don't want to share him.
He's my destiny.

I don't want to go without you.
I know I can make it,
But I don't want to,
Not without you.

Just know,
I'm not stopping you.
As much as I want to,
Don't let me through.

I will be fine.
I promise it's okay.
If you want to,
Then go that way.

You can leave.
You can go.
Just remember,
Our relationship's not through.

I will be here
Waiting for you.
Just go, do
What you have to.

Don't think about what I want.
I will be okay,
But I will worry
Each and every day.

Just remember
It's not about me.
It's about you trying to succeed,
And I will let you be.

I just want to say,
Before you go,
I love you,
And I will never let you go!

I hope you know
I really do care.
I might not show it often,
Which makes me unfair.

I think you're beautiful
In every way.
I love you a lot,
And for you to stay, I always pray.

I hope you know
When we are mad
I hope and pray
We fix the bad.

It hurts so much
When we fight.
We all have
Our good and bad, all right.

I hope you know
I pray for us
To stay together
And not to fuss.

You're my only,
My first.
I like that I can say
My first was my only.

I hope you know
I've been through a lot.
I know you have, too.
I know that together we can get through.

You make me smile
When I have a bad day,
And you don't have to do much
But say, "Hey."

I hope you know
The reason for this poem
Was to say I love you
And I care in every way.