Brandy

My heart still hurts
and causes me pain.
I wish I could just see him again,
I thought we would be together,
from now till forever,
but something took that away,
now I had to start my own days,
but why am I still stuck
carrying the pain?
I thought the pain was over
till I spoke of your name.
Now it's all back to haunt me again
I still hold the memories of you and I.
Why, oh why, did we have to fight.
We were both young,
but I thought it was true love,
but then you had to turn
to those damn drugs.
They tore us apart
and caused us both pain.
Do you ever wish you could hold me again?
Now it's too late.
Now it's all gone
because now we both chose to move on.
Do you ever wonder?
Do you still care?
Do you ever shed tears.
I didn't; I was being strong.
That's how I learned to move on,
but now it's back to haunt me,
and I realize I still care.
I wish I could turn back all the years
and make you stop
and make you listen
and make you see
that you were meant to only be with me.
We used to laugh,
we used to love,
we used to be close as a dove.
Now everyone will see why I hate drugs.
They cause problems,
they cause pain.
Gosh, I wish you could see me once again.
I love to laugh,
I love to love.
Gosh, all I wanted was your sweet hugs,
but now my heart is squished like a bug.
Once again, the pain has risen.
Now I have to get it back to hidden.
Please take care in whatever you do,
but please always know that I did love you...