41. Forget
Forget how to care.
Forget how to trust.
Forget how to love.
For my sanity, I must.
Forget how to care.
Forget how to trust.
Forget how to love.
For my sanity, I must.
I've been struggling with being an addict since I was 11 years but once I turned 18 everything changed. I was raped and after that I just felt like giving up. So I turned to heroin...
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Dear Mom,
Have you forgotten?
Sitting, waiting, hoping
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I gave you a chance, let you in and tried to be your friend.
I should have known, you wouldn't be there in the end.
I wanted you to love me, I waited for so very long.
The times we had,
the times we shared
were the best time
when everyone cared.
Famous Poem
we had goldfish and they circled around and around
in the bowl on the table near the heavy drapes
covering the picture window and
my mother, always smiling, wanting us all
Please don't shut me in
Don't hide me from the treasures buried
deep within the world,
Don't bring me down with destruction
Dear mother of mine
Was I ever worth your time?
My fragile heart yearns for your unconditional love
A feeling that I'm deprived of
When I was a young girl,
My mother gave me
A red pair of shoes.
They'd been hers, her mother's