I lie awake tonight,
Wishing of things I can change.
I try to convince myself,
But it's all so strange.
Is it me,
Or is it you?
Do I try,
Or are we through?
So long we've shared
Just to walk away.
But so much hurt
To want to stay.
Why do we do this,
Try to hurt the other more,
Only to watch one
Walk right out the door?
I love you so much,
Yet I push you to the point of breaking,
But why do you play with my heart
And never stop taking?
Is this the end
Or a new beginning?
Only one can guide me
When my head is spinning.
Don't push,
Don't try,
Don't stress,
Don't cry.
That is what plays
Over in my head
As I try to close my eyes
And just go to bed.
Relationship On The Brink: A Poem Of Hope And Heartache
That has so much truth: I think we all do that at times and our companions get used to it. But sometimes we push too hard and push them away. But with true love comes an unbelievable force...
What's Next?
Published by Family Friend Poems July 2015 with permission of the Author.
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Last week I just found out that my boyfriend was lying to me for over the past 5 years. I was not the only one for him. He left me last week without saying a word, and it was just 2 weeks before our wedding ceremony (next week). My heart is bleeding from a great pain he caused. My world is now broken into pieces. He always made me feel like I was the luckiest girl in the world with all his love and care, and I did my best to make him feel the same, but it is now just unimaginable lies that someone ever did to me.