As I went away,
You wasted another day.
I guess I wasn't as important
As you used to say.
You were given a choice:
Either them or me.
But they blinded you,
And you just couldn't see
That I needed you.
Why did you need them?
I wished I'd been enough
To save you from being condemned.
You didn't care.
Maybe you never did,
Because instead of being there for me,
You ran with them and hid.
I can't sleep.
I can only cry,
Because when I close my eyes,
I can see you die.
My dreams begin with you lying alone,
Pills scattered on the floor.
I hold my breath,
And gently close the door.
And then they end
With my waking up in tears.
How long do you have?
Probably not years.
I don't want to say it.
It hurts to admit,
But you just couldn't quit.
That's right, I'm the daughter of an addict.
Devastation Of Substance Abuse On Family Poem
Daughter Of An Addict
Published by Family Friend Poems January 2017 with permission of the Author.
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