Long time ago.. Many years back
Our lives were on no track
I first saw her in the school
And my heart felt way too cool
She was the most studious in the class
Like a shining crystal between the pieces of glass
She was at the peak of honesty
And I was lost in her so awfully
I tried a lot to stop my heart
But always failed to stay apart
And then was a day when I proposed her
She took a bit long to answer
At last she had a good news for me
Ohh she was happy enough to accept me
Soon came a day when we planned to get engaged
All thoughts of losing her were likely to fade
We had a great joy of our engagement soon
We enjoyed our days full from sun to moon
We had a great time with each other
It was only she on my mind and none other
Not a second or minute or an hour
Would just keep me away from her
We spent almost all of our times together
Whether it be college, restaurant or house of her mother
We spent 4 long years of our relation
And the Love between us was not to mention
Then came a time I had to move far for my career
She supported me a lot and removed all my barriers
But the long distance created such a situation
In which I had no ways for communication
She just thought that she was forgotten
And her life was soon going to get rotten
This thought brought her great anger
And it lead her to break up with her dearest well wisher
It was just a like a dream to me
I could not believe it happened to me
My eyes were filled up with the ocean of tears
I never was in my life so much feared
That moment was a like a great stroke
I could not count the pieces in which my heart broke
I tried to convince her a lot from sun to moon
But she was in thoughts that breakup was in our fortune
I did even ask her to patch up again
But she said it's impossible and there is no gain
Her words hit my heart in such a way
The pain was extremely hard all way
She soon got married to someone else
And forgot me in the happiness she felt
Co-incidentally after 4 years of her being apart
She began to turn up in my dreams so hard
I just cried off and thought to text her
And ask her if everything was fine with her
The moment I texted her on the phone
She couldn't believe it was me the only one
Now this talk was 4 years after her marriage
It bought me joy to speak to her with courage
I just thanked Allah for this great chance
I couldn't sleep that night since I was in her trance
She cried off and asked me to forgive her
I said I had no issues at all with her
But the memories we spent was always there
And that is the only thing I have from her
She and her memory is safe in my heart
Just like a pearl in a shell
We are now friends of each other
She's happy and me too happy for her
I would always pray for her
I would always pray for her
Now its been long time as such
Expecting her to come back is just way too much
I would pray she be with me in the next
And then forever and ever in years to come ahead.
For My Beloved,
Story Of My First Love & Pain Of Breakup With Her
Long Time Ago.. Many Years Back..
Published by Family Friend Poems September 19, 2024 with permission of the Author.
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