They lied.
They lied when they said time heals all wounds,
Or maybe there hasn't been enough time away from you.
Almost two years to the day,
yet I still find myself keeping tears at bay.
Why did you go? Why couldn't you stay?
You were just coming around,
You seemed okay.
Yet, I know deep down that feeling you felt,
I often feel it too and left with a remorseful head,
Full of regret,
I could have said something,
I did nothing instead.
I've learned a lot while you've been away.
I was too late,
I should have never received a call that day,
A life full of guilt because my mind mended,
after you chose to escape a life unfinished.
I couldn't help it,
Our genetics tell all,
you see,
Those months I had been suffering,
just like you,
I begged for it to leave.
My life continued while yours departed,
Waking day to day,
to a photo of your smiling face,
with that everlasting tear,
that may never be tamed.
Missing My Big Brother
Forever Wanted
Published by Family Friend Poems August 16, 2024 with permission of the Author.
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