What are these emotions, it's hard to tell.
In my mind, I close my eyes and picture you going to jail.
Me, the wife type.
You, in the drug life
I have a mind of my own,
But I don't use it because you are on the throne.
You, a big time drug dealer.
Me, the ride or die chica.
You, behind that glass pane
Me, holding the phone on the other side of you.
Then I clear my mind.
I go back to sleep for another ride.
In my mind I close my mind and watch me cry,
over your casket, you left me.
You went out and got shot in the streets.
Now I have nothing to do and its all because of you.
I loved you so much I put myself on the back burner, I was the fool.
Then I opened my eyes and kept them open,
because me and you forever is what I'm hoping.
Drug Addicted Boyfriend
Close My Eyes
Published by Family Friend Poems November 2007 with permission of the Author.
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