What are these emotions, it's hard to tell.
In my mind, I close my eyes and picture you going to jail.
Me, the wife type.
You, in the drug life
I have a mind of my own,
But I don't use it because you are on the throne.
You, a big time drug dealer.
Me, the ride or die chica.
You, behind that glass pane
Me, holding the phone on the other side of you.
Then I clear my mind.
I go back to sleep for another ride.
In my mind I close my mind and watch me cry,
over your casket, you left me.
You went out and got shot in the streets.
Now I have nothing to do and its all because of you.
I loved you so much I put myself on the back burner, I was the fool.
Then I opened my eyes and kept them open,
because me and you forever is what I'm hoping.
Drug Addicted Boyfriend
Close My Eyes
©
Briana
Published by Family Friend Poems November 2007 with permission of the Author.
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