Poems by Shahinaz Soliman

When I die
Let everyone know--- I did try
I tried to be my best
I tried to pass a test

I tried to play a role
Kept peace in my soul
I worked as hard as I can
I followed every plan
I gave what I couldn't afford
Now I am in peace -with my lord

When I die, I don't want you to Cry
I want you to play my favorite melody
Don't describe my life
or death as a tragedy
Say I miss you I'll understand
I will kiss you, from another land

When I die hold my kids so tight
Let them see the light
Let them grow and explore
Tell them, They are who I just adore

Tell them mom don't like tears
She won't accept your fears
Mom will always be there
Look up, see this glare
She is saying hello
She is saying let go
I love you more than you will ever know

Don't cry
I built this empire for you
Spread your wings , be true
Don't cry
I am here with you everyday
You don't see me, but I am there

Don't cry when I die
I have to rest in peace today
Don't cry when I say goodbye
Look up and for my soul just pray ..

You will regret
That you made me cry,
That you didn't see the love in my eye,
That you failed my heart and didn't even try.
You will regret, and soon you will know why...

You will regret and miss my smile
When I will be away from you a hundred or a thousand miles.
You think I am not your candidate now and not your style
You will miss my soul, my laughter; it won't take you a while...

You will regret...believe me...I don't want you to.
I love you, and regrets are something that I don't wish for you
You said that I was your soul mate,
Explained our love was our great fate.
A day later I was left on the side.
All your love and care did subside.
Sorry, I didn't know how to play your game.
To my innocence and good heart you can only blame...

You will regret that you had me one day.
You will see my picture and wonder how you didn't stay.
You will regret that you can't touch me anymore.
You will regret that you never truly opened your heart's door.
You will regret me forever.
You will never see me again, never.
You will regret me today and tomorrow...
Hope you can live well with your sorrow.
Goodbye now, I have to go my way,
Goodbye now is all I have to say...