Hannah Smallwood

We haven't seen each other in a while
But when I think of our memories I still smile

You told me you had cancer like it was nothing at all
I cried my eyes out and hit a wall

I didn't want you to go through that alone
And I hid my emotions not letting them be shown

I tried to help but didn't know what to do
But every single day I said that I loved you

I wanted you to smile every single day
And I wouldn't let cancer get in your way

I did my best and always prayed
I asked myself why you were taken away

Now your a beautiful angel watching over me
I'm going to make you proud just wait and see

You had me, you left me, you never cared.
I was your second child and still you weren't prepared.

On the lonely nights when I was sad,
You were the one who made me feel bad.

You were never there to wipe my tears.
You weren't there for me throughout the years.

When I was lonely, you weren't there.
I guess that's because you didn't care.

I could never forgive you for what you did,
Because sometimes I wished I was dead.

Without a mother, I was lost and confused.
If parenting were a contest, you would lose.

Call me or write me, you never did.
How could you do that to your own kid?

You had me, you left me, you never cared,
You are the reason that I was scared.

All those days that I've been upset
Will soon become your biggest regret.

You never even called just to say hi.
You never even called just to say goodbye.

Years and years passed and still no word.
The words I love you I never heard.

When I was sick, you didn't comfort me.
When I was hurt, you didn't bandage me.

I don't want you to be a part of my life,
No matter how many times you apologize.

I'm just gonna pretend like you didn't even exist,
Because you didn't even give me one last kiss.

You had me, you left me, you never cared.
My most important memories we never shared.