Chastity

My little girl, don't cry for me.
I'll be right by your side.
I'd never miss out on this day
that you become a bride.

I'm here with you to hold your hand
and give your heart away
to a man God chose to take care of you
forever from this day.

Today, I place your hand in his
with blessings and with pride.
My little girl, don't cry for me
I'll be right by your side.

I'm lost and confused,
mistreated and misused,
raped and abused,
unloved and refused.
I was always being excused.
I started doing drugs,
dating some thugs.
I was being a tease
and getting pleased.
I love that life,
now I'm stuck
in this small rock,
restrained from the one I love.
Screaming inside my mind,
even though everyone thinks I'm fine.
Crying myself to sleep every night,
wishing the next day my mother might be in sight.
I was dropped in this town
to never be found.
I was lonely,
I was raped,
I was unloved,
I was refused,
and most of all, I was confused.