Tethered To Today

Every time I wake up it aches
Never know till when I will break
How many more days can I even take
Can I let go, for my own sake?

Every time I wake up I cry
Knowing each day is another lie
I'm suffering as time passes by
I'm done, I hate this, I want to die

Every time I wake up I'm down
Tears fall as I started to frown
OH, how I wish to be embrace by earth
Than just sit and wither not knowing my worth

Every time I wake up is torture
People talked and smiled. I'm a failure
Take me a century into the future
So only my bones will remain for sure