I'm tired of pretending
Everything is okay,
That it does not pain me
When I hear your name.
Tired of pretending
I'm not dying inside
Every time I see the smile
That reaches your eyes.
Tired of pretending
It does not hurt
Now that I know
I will never be yours.
Tired of pretending
I do not care
That you will never again
Run your fingers through my hair
But I pretend
I don't know your name,
Just to keep
From going insane.
I pretend
You mean nothing to me,
In hopes that
I can finally breathe.
I pretend
That I do not care
When I see
You standing there.
The reason I try to pretend,
Rather than hurt instead,
Is with the hope you will
Actually get out of my head.
Trying To Convince Myself A Break-Up Doesn't Hurt
Exactly how I feel. Trying to pretend it doesn't hurt. Well, it sure does.
Pretending
Published by Family Friend Poems July 2016 with permission of the Author.
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