Every day it's hard to let you go.
Soon they will be taking my heart out and stamping on it.
I failed at being you mum cause the drugs made me resent you.
Now that I'm clean, my heart aches for you.
I feel like I'm gonna hit rock bottom again,
scared I'm not gonna hold you tight like you're my babies.
I should have done a lot more for you both.
I'm gonna lose my life,
because the drugs wanted to take control of me.
I don't want to say bye.
I want to be a mother to you both cause you're mine.
You were made out of love, and I love you more and more every day.
I don't want you to forget who I am, please.
I love you.
I just want a second chance to be your mum again, that's all.
A Second Chance To Be Your Mum
Wow. this made me cry. I too have lost my boys temperately, minus the drugs I know exactly how you feel. Its the worst feeling in the world! I hope all is well with you. I'm sending love and...
I Love You Both
Published by Family Friend Poems October 2009 with permission of the Author.
Advertisement