Tommy B

My stomach fills up with butterflies every time my eyes lock with yours
and I see your beautiful face

I search for words, but you leave me speechless
I can't think straight, my heart starts to race

Just the thought of you warms me even on the coldest day
your smile is like a ray of sunshine

Brightens the darkest corners of my soul
Your touch alone resurrects my heart that was dark as coal

You've been able to bring it back to life, you give it a reason to beat
You give a man the inspiration to wake up, the power to stand on his feet

I remember trying to reach paradise
With my homies on the block with a pair of dice

Pockets full of that goodish thinking money was the only thing that would bring happiness
but all I got was misery, despair, and loneliness

Until I woke up one morning
and realized paradise was sleeping right next to me

All I could do was kiss you gently on your forehead,
put my hand on your hip and admire your beauty

I've lost hope, lost my faith; I've got none left
I only hope that when tomorrow comes it'll bring death

There's no love in my life, no love in my household
This act is starting to get real old

Man, it's so cold when you're in bed alone
Wishing someone were laying next to you, but there is none

There's nobody there, nothing but darkness
No one to touch, hug, or kiss

If you can't look forward to tomorrow what's the point of today
I want to leave this earth, but something making me stay

Some kind of force is keeping from leaving this earth
The angel of death has been breathing down my neck since birth

and these voices in my head are getting to loud to ignore
What did I do lord? why you gotta do this for

Why can't you jus let me be leave me in peace
All this hatred and sorrow is turning me into a beast

I hate what I've become, did god save me as a child?
Or was that the devil the one that answered when I dialed

For a prayer as I laid in the hospital bed
Why did I survive sometimes I wish I had died instead

Of surviving it why did I live why didn't I pass on to the next life why
Do I go to bed every night with my pillow and cry?

The pain is getting too much to bear
I just wish someone would care

The fear of rejection was stopping me, but I don't have the time to waste.
I'm past cloud 9 when I place my hands around your waist.

I know lately things have been kind of crazy,
but there is no denying it girl; I want you to be my baby.

I want to be the one you talk about when you talk to your friends about the one you're loving,
The one you can run to, the one you can confide in.

I want to be the one to keep you warm when it's cold;
give you a hand to hold.

Someone to depend on when life gets rough.
When you're not here, pictures and dreams just aren't enough.

Sometimes I cant find the words to describe your beauty,
and don't disagree, you look pretty hot to me.

I want to be the one to loosen the cuffs when they are too tight.
I'm the one who will have you smiling from the break of dawn till the late night.

'Cause the truth is if the angel of death came to me tonight to take me off this earth,
my last wish would be to see your face first.

I know there is no angel that could ever match your beauty and style.
Nobody on heaven or earth can come close to that beautiful smile.