Storm Campbell

So full of deceit,
My life's a contradiction.
One day it's reality,
The next one it's fiction.

I'm lost without reason
Because I made it so
To increase the complexity
And force myself to grow.

I'm so full of life today,
But tomorrow it dies.
I'm so full of optimism,
But a pessimist cries.

The two extremes of who I am
Are what I hate to be.
I’m so scared to waste it,
Then scared to run free.

Can I live it day by day,
Or do I even dare?
I'm so full of wonder now,
But tomorrow I won't care.

I would follow you into the dark
If you didn't leave me so much to live for.
I would follow you into the light
If I knew you knocked on heaven's door.

To be with you one last time to say goodbye
Or maybe to live with you for eternity,
I wish I had all the strength in the world
To give up my life so carelessly.

I would follow you into the dark
If I didn't promise to live on in your name.
I would follow you into the light
If we didn't have a son to carry our flame.

I would walk into the unknown
Just to see your precious face.
I would make a deal with the devil
To see where you are, whatever the place.

I would follow you into the light
If there wasn't such a big question mark.
Oh, what I wouldn't give baby,
To follow you into the dark.