Sabb

Dreamt a dream, so long and true
All the precious moments, I spent with you
You held me in your arms ever so tight,
And for once, everything just felt so right.

But then I awoke, and you were nowhere to be seen
I was searching my blankets, to find it was only a dream
And I awoke, missing you, but happy for your smile
I know it was just a dream, but I hadn't seen you in a while

Now you're gone again, I must wait another day
And endure all the suffering caused from all the pain
My pain will end, when you come back
But until that day, my heart remains cracked.

I believed you
That you cared
But you didn't
All you wanted was my love

I was a fool
I believed your lies
That you could ever love me
And the worst part was, I loved you too
But all you did was hurt me

I came to you
For your wise words of help
But then you began
Questioning my love

You told me that I wasn't me
And that I needed help
You told me that I had to do whatever
To be my old normal happy self

But when I did what I had to
You told me you'd been betrayed
Now I question ever loving you
For your love, was just a pitiful game

Slit my wrists
And cut my throat
Your the one
Who hates me most

I think it's only fair
That you're the one to kill
You've backed me to the corner
And it's giving you a thrill

You've tortured me
All you can
I beg of you; please.
Take me away from this horrible land

I wasn't made to live
I've got a destiny to die
So go ahead and take away my life
I'm not going to question; why.

It's my last and final wish
A death, made by you
I've given you the knife
You know what to do

......so.......

Slit my wrists
And cut my throat
Cuz' you're the one
Who hates me most.