Miranda S

Love, a sense of belonging,
A common feeling of caring.
Heartbreak, severe loneliness,
A common feeling of emptiness.

Bipolar is a common explanation,
But there is no real vaccination.
There's no way to escape it,
There's no way to take it.

It's in your blood,
It's part of you,
It's what you feel
It's what you do

Don't start trying to run,
It'll hunt you down.
It brings you down at the point of a gun,
Shuts you up with the slightest sound.

Say your prayer and close your eyes,
Heartbreak is here to stay for the night.

Why am I such a fool?
I can't stop myself from loving you.
And countless nights I've cried for you,
Just because my feelings are true.
You're up and down,
Your feelings are all around.
Don't lie to me,
You don't love me.

I've spent so long waiting for you.
No there's nothing I can do,
I can't stop myself from loving you.
Even though I want to.
I can cry all I want,
But I can't pass it off as nonchalant.
My feelings can't just fly away,
They are here to stay.

Piss me off and make me cry.
Please just lie.
Make me hate you,
Last thing I want is to love you.
I want to move on and have a life,
I've always wanted to be your wife.
But I can't do this, not anymore,
My heart is too sore.
I can't deal with more heartbreak,
I don't have any heart left to ache.
Please, just leave me.

You say it's nothing 
But this isn't nothing 
Your actions tell me you are done
But in my heart you are not gone

I'm trying so hard to let go
I wish I could let you know 
I'm not ready to say goodbye 
But I can't stand hearing you lie

What do you want me to say to you
That I'm in love with you?
What good would that do?
I'm nothing to you