Best Love Poem

I could relate on this poem because, I had a friend. I don't know why I'm always thinking of him....
actually he is not my first love....
but I'm so confused about him...
but when he tried to ask me if he had a chance....
I told him that "I'm prioritizing my studies and besides we could be just friends for now" but it tore me apart...
It's been a week before we talk to each other again....

I can almost relate to this. I also have a friend who confuses me. He is not really my type but we have been friends for so long and my feelings for him go rather deep, but he is not the loving kind and I know this, and yet there is another who would give me his heart, but he too can be very cold. So do I follow my heart or head or for whom?

I felt like this was written for me, my story is almost identical to the above by Maria. I'm falling for a friend I know isn't ready for a relationship, we joke together about my feelings for him. I have another who would be so right for me, treat me like his princess but I just don't have the same spark. What do I do? Wait until the one is ready, which may never happen or move on but always wondering what it could have been like.